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Syringomyelia and the Cycle of Strife

August 21, 2015

Syringomyelia seems to be a never ending cycle of strife. What do I mean by that? Well, what I mean is there seems to be a never ending bitter argument between how I think my body should feel or what it can do and what Syringomyelia thinks. If I could kick my Syringomyelia’s butt, I would, but I think that might hurt a little since we share the same butt. 🙂

There also seems to be a never ending argument between those of us with Syringomyelia, doctors and other people that don’t understand it. Actually I really don’t understand it either but I know how it makes me feel.

I wake up and it feels like I am in some crazy game show where my body spins a ‘wheel of symptoms’ each morning. Monday, strange sensations in the legs. Tuesday, right leg is better than the left. Wednesday, spasms started and there isn’t an off or undo button. Thursday seem to be a really good day until I freak’n sneezed and there went the feeling in my toes. Friday… who cares, it’s FRIDAY! So this circle of strife just keeps on spinning but I WILL NOT LET SYRINGOMYELIA BEAT ME!

There are sometimes that I think I can’t win and then God fills my heart full of love or my wife and daughter love on me and POOF, I’m back in the ring to fight the next round. Each day I’m here, I look for the positives. Every time there is a new or different symptom, I always try to thank God for all of the many blessings He provides. Each day I am on this Earth, I win. Each day I wake, I see my wife and daughter. Each day I make it through, is another day I’m closer to God’s promise.

I will never see eye to eye with this Syringomyelia, especially when it thinks it’s the boss. I am in control, I just let it think it is. Syringomyelia and I have something in common though. In my household, I am the boss but only when my wife lets me. I wear the pants in the family, mainly because my wife doesn’t like wearing pants. Ha!

All joking aside, know that you are in control of your own outlook on life. Syringomyelia will try to persuade you to a more negative aspect but just tell it to kiss your butt. You got this!!! I got this!!! We got this!!! Say it loud… say it proud… SYRINGOMYELIA!!! YOU WILL NOT BEAT ME!!!

To all of you, I pray that you have increased or continued strength, better health and blessings every day.

Isaiah 41:10 NIV fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love, Pancakes… — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com), fellow Syringomyelian

Syringomyelia – He Said, She Said

Michael Doc Davis

August 15, 2015

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With Syringomyelia, there are two sides to every story. The side of the person suffering from the disease and the person suffering that feels like they are unable to help.

When I met the love of my life, I thought I had Syringomyelia under control. This seems to not be the case and it has become harder for my wife and I to accept.

The purpose of this story or blog is help those in the same situation to know that they are not the only one(s) in this boat without a paddle.

When I met my wife, it seemed that all of the issues related to Syringomyelia faded to the back of my mind. Love is an incredible pain-killer.

Where we are now in dealing with this disease is not a place neither of us want to be in. She has a perspective that is quite different from my own. Even though that may be the case, I would NEVER say, “You don’t have Syringomyelia, so you don’t understand.” We both suffer from this disease in our own way but together. It’s truly a ‘He Said, She Said’ or ‘He feels, She Feels’ scenario.

It’s a lot like this for us:

He said: I hate hurting
She said: I hate that you hurt
He said: I wish the pain would go away
She said: I wish I could take the pain away
He said: I don’t want to talk about the pain and weakness
She said: Please talk to me about what is bothering you
He said: I don’t seem to be ticklish
She said: Oh crap! I am!
He said: I’m hurting
She said: It hurts me that you are hurting
He said: I can handle this
She said: I will be there for you
He said: I wish I didn’t feel helpless in fighting this
She said: I wish I didn’t feel helpless in helping you
He said: I want to be alone
She said: You can be alone but with me 🙂
He said: You should be with someone who is healthy
She said: Your love is the healthy that I need 🙂
He said: I’m tired of being tired
She said: Just rest, I’ve got this
He said: I don’t want to take anymore pills
She said: I wish you didn’t need to, but it helps and I’ll get them for you
He said: I’m tired of doctors
She said: I know that you are, but we need to get as much help as we can
He said: I love you
She said: I love you more

My wife’s support is my life support and is better than any doctor, prescription, exercise or treatment that I could ever receive. Neither of us understand Syringomyelia but we always try to understand each other. She suffers with me and that hurts my heart. It is just as hard for me to understand what she is going through as it is for her to understand what I’m going through. The key for us is to listen to each other and TALK about it.

For a person to simply discount the other’s pain because it’s not the same, is creating their own prison of pain. I never want to be that kind of person. As a person suffering from this disease, I hate it! As my wife, she hates it just as much if not more.

If you suffer from Syringomyelia or any disease for that matter, don’t think someone else doesn’t understand just because they don’t suffer from it too. They are your cell mate. Why let it be solitary confinement? Why would you push people away and then say you are ‘alone’? Open your heart, open your mind and for God’s sake open your mouth. If they love you or care for you, then talk to them, love them and know that they are on your side.

My wife isn’t a caregiver, she is my wife!

Proverbs 31:10-31 NIV An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love, Pancakes and Mermaids… — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com), fellow Syringomyelian

Syringomyelia, Race to Win!

Michael Doc Davis

August 9, 2015

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The runners get in position on the starting line. The tension is building. They grind their shoes in for the best grip on the track. The announcer fires the starter pistol into the air and they’re off.

I take an early lead but only by a single stride. My competition is staying within a foot length behind me as we round the first curve to the back straight away. I trip, fall and I seem to be struggling to find my footing. My competition passes on the inside. I get up but I’m not running as fast. Still, I keep up with my competition and slowly close the gap. I go down again in the final curve. Am I done… am I out… NO! I look to the crowd and see my family and supporters. My wife and daughter proudly cheer me on. This is the energy I need. I spring to my feet with determination in my eyes. Even with a battered body I push to catch up to my competition and make my way to the finish line. I close the gap once more and find myself step for step beside my competition. We break through the finish line tape with my competition, the turtle, as the winner.

My supporters make their way to field to embrace me. My head held high knowing that I kept fighting, I kept pushing and I won in my own way. A single kiss from my wife, a hug from my daughter, the love from them all and the strength from God is what made these races worth racing. With renewed strength, I make ready for the next race.

Although the above wasn’t an actual race, this race is my daily fight with Syringomyelia. At times I feel like it’s slow and that I could be beaten by a turtle but I will keep racing and I will keep pushing to cross those finish lines. I will get back up when I fall.

God, my wife, my daughter, family and supporters are my energy. There is always hope! There is always the race. We can ALL win our own races!

Dig in, get ready, GO, get up and GO again!

If you are a spouse, loved one, family member, friend or even placing bets that we will win… please just know that YOU are the energy we need. We may not always show how much it means to us but we know that we are blessed to have you in the race stands, by our sides and in our lives.

Syringomyelia is a race and an internal fight. We can all win our own victories and together we can win a gold metal.

Please Note: No turtles were hurt in the making of this story. We even stop on the road to move them to the side. 🙂

Psalm 18:32-34 NIV the God who equipped me with strength and made my way blameless. He made my feet like the feet of a deer and set me secure on the heights. He trains my hands for war, so that my arms can bend a bow of bronze.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love, Pancakes and Mermaids… — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com), fellow Syringomyelian

Syringomyelia, Surviving the Tunnel

Michael Doc Davis

August 7, 2015

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So what the heck does Syringomyelia have to do with a tunnel? Most with this disease or any related disease, you probably already made the connection that I am talking about the dreaded MRI machine. It’s definately not the tunnel of love but can be the tunnel to life, as in saving it.

I personally do not like anything about this piece of very necessary equipment. I honestly believe that I would be in a much worse situation if we didn’t have this technology but that doesn’t mean I have to like it.

The anxiety leading up to it and not being able to move my body throughout the process is unsettling to me. In order to deal with the anxiety, I have my own methods to cope. Being a comedian, yep it’s mostly entertaining myself. Sure a valium helps a little. 😀

So here is a list of things I do (some being just plain silly and / or nerdy):

Before going back, I give my wife a smooch like I was going into war. However, before I was married, I would give a random stranger a hug and tell them “I’m going in and I’ll see you when it’s over”. Side note: I’m glad no one had a taser but the older folks didn’t seem to mind. Ha!
I picture myself as Spock from Star Trek and being inserted into a photon topedo tube on the USS Enterprise in preparation to be launched onto a newly forming planet.
Once I’m in, if not listening to music, I start rapping silly lyrics to the rhythm of the machine.
If I am able to listen to music, I always request The Point 94.1 classic rock station and do a sing along. However, I’m glad the machine drowns out my horrible singing. By the way, the song ‘Living in a box’ is quite funny while you are in a MRI machine.
There are times, while my eyes are closed, I play that old video game ‘Pong’ in my head… back and forth to the rhythm of the machine. It’s a heck of a eye work out.
Sometimes I stick my tongue out as far as I can to see if I can touch the top of the MRI machine while hoping that I don’t.
I start telling myself stupid corny jokes and even make some up. I tend to crack myself up doing this and have to avoid laughing to hard because it would throw off such an ‘advanced’ piece of scientific equipment. (Q: What does MRI and CAT scan equipment have in common? A: It’s frowned upon if you pet either.) badump pssss
Sometimes I just have to work very hard at not passing gas because I’m not sure how close we are to being done or if the MRI tech would hear it, thus cracking myself up again.
I even start thinking about the funny words for body parts and then say them three times real fast… again trying not to laugh to hard.
I have many other things I do to pass the time and stay calm, but it can be difficult to stay still with a body that spasm’s and hurts but somehow I get though it and will again.

Everyone has their own way to get through stuff and these were some of mine. I always try to keep in mind that the MRI is simply a tunnel and once through, I will have a better idea what is on the other side. I just hope it’s not a half naked hitchhiker with wings and fangs from a scary movie. THAT WOULD NOT BE COOL!

My opinion is that not everything is fun but you can make it funny. Laughter is the best medicine even if it hurts to do it.

Oh yeah, on a side note, have you noticed that these machines sound more like a cat? Meowwww meowwww meowwww meowwww… meow meow meow meow… just a thought. Ha!

Mizz Kitty Cat Scan – My in home ‘cat scan’.

John 8:12 KJV Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love and Pancakes… — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com), fellow Syringomyelian

Syringomyelia Ocean Therapy

Michael Doc Davis

August 3, 2015

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I thank God for my wife (my caregiver) on a daily basis that always go so far above and beyond. I wish I could be more of a physically ‘normal’ person or man for her on a daily basis as well. She means the world to me along with our daughter.

You may wonder what this has to do with Ocean Therapy or Syringomyelia. Well, when we are there I can let my mind drift away from the thoughts and pain of the disease.

Being in the ocean water allows me to be free from the constraints of some of my limits. I am weightless and so is my family. I can carry my daughter and play with her with ease. I can hold my wife around my waist or on my back with no pain. No, I’m not saying she is fat. Ha! When I walk in the water, there is nearly no pain as the sand beneath my feet absorbs my steps. My muscles relax as the waves massage my body. I can float and be free, which is how the ocean is my Syringomyelia therapy.

The ocean water is amazing and I always feel refreshed even by being near it. Ocean water doesn’t truly heal but it is definitely my type of therapy.

I highly suggest water therapy, especially salt water if you are able. I truly think you would be shocked at how physically ‘normal’ you might feel. You can free yourself from gravity. You can free yourself from constraints. You can free yourself from some pain.

There are a lot of other benefits to ocean water. Check out this little article from LiveStrong.com. However, it doesn’t mention the strength and stamina training you do while trying to get away from sharks. Just kidding and stuff.

A GREAT place to visit is Henderson Park Inn in Destin, Florida. It’s our new most favorite place to go. While we were there, we were spoiled to the core. Most of all, my favorite therapy was just yards away… the ocean.

I thank God for the most simple things and He always amazes me by His blessings.

Isaiah 43:2 KJV When thou passest through the waters, I [will be] with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love and Pancakes… oh yeah and wishes of many ocean waves — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com)

Why ask Why? Syringomyelia Shouldn’t be a mystery!

Michael Doc Davis

July 29, 2015

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I found that when working with doctors that I made several mistakes by assuming that the doctors knew everything. No human can. Part of their training is instilling confidence in their patients. Some doctors translated this into ‘never act like you don’t know something’.

This situation can be a big risk or no true path to dealing with the root cause of symptoms. I’ve learned to ask the doctor questions when they suggest a treatment, a prescription or nothing at all. The doctor should be able to answer any of your questions if they are providing an action plan. My suggestion is to ask questions, mainly ‘Why?’.

When you interview your doctor, you may just help him or her discover that they may need to learn a little more about Syringomyelia. I have another post on my website called ‘Syringomyelia Caregiver Quick-Tip Pocket Guide‘ that contains a document from wstfcure.org. This is a great packet to hand your doctor.

Here are some of the questions I try to ask:

Why would this affect that and how?
Why are we doing another MRI?
Why are you prescribing this medication and how will it help?
Why or how will increasing the dosage of my medication help?
Why am I being referred to a different or another doctor?
Why do I not feel like I am stabilizing or getting better?
Why would you think that my disease isn’t the cause of my pain?
Why can’t we try something different than what just treats symptoms?
Why would you ‘think’ you know and is it wise to base my treatment on that?
Why would you prescribe physical therapy as a cure if some of those activities could make it worse?
Why do you think stretching fixes my issues?
Why wouldn’t you want to know more about Syringomyelia? Here is a packet.

Some times I just want to start asking random questions just to see how they respond:

Why is the sky blue?
Why did I have to wait so long?
Why is this room so dang cold?
Why would a person feel that another person’s time isn’t as important as their own?

There are plenty of more questions that I ask. However, many times I seem to not be given enough time to ask them or feel rushed and I forget. I need to remember that I am paying for a service and I should be satisfied by that service. I need to MAKE the doctor think and learn before just throwing suggestions and treatments at me. I AM IN CONTROL!!! I need to always write down every question I want answered and my doctor will need to answer each one. This is my life, my appointment and my money. So now I ask you this… Why not ask why or what or how or when?

Remember this my friends, you are in control. You got this!

Deuteronomy 31:6 NIV Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. Peace, Love and Pancakes — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com)

Is there support for Syringomyelia? Yes there is!

Michael Doc Davis

July 26, 2015

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Is there support out there for people with Syringomyelia and Arnold-Chiari Malformation?

Absolutely, there is!

One of the biggest battles that went with accepting the fact that I had Syringomyelia was the struggle to find more information about it. This was when I found out that what I had was as rare as my crazy type of comedy. Yes, I am a comedian but I do take this and all diseases VERY serious.

I have found lots of groups, Facebook pages and websites with great information on them. I put some of what I have found on the ‘Is There Support?‘ page on my website http://www.SyrinGoWhat.com. I hope that this page is a good resource of resources that can help you too.

We all need to help each other and help doctors help us.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts or more resource links using my contact page. — Michael Doc Davis (SyringoWhat.com)

Syringomyelia is NOT a walk in the park!

Michael Doc Davis

July 26, 2015

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For some reason there are a lot of doctors that under value a person’s statements when it comes to pain related to Syringomyelia. Much of this is likely from the nation wide abuse of pain medications and the Obama Care requirements on physicians. No I’m not making this political, I was actual told this by more than one physician. Doctors are having a hard time juggling quality patient care and increasing the patient numbers they see to be able to stay in business. This seems to result in doctors not taking the time or being able to take the time to listen and / or learn about Syringomyelia. This means they really can’t work towards helping increase the quality of life for patients.

Some of my many personal experiences with doctors have included:

Here take this for a couple of weeks and you should be ok after that.
You should stretch and excercise more and you should eventually not have pain.
If the pain is still there after a month of rest, we can temporarily kill the nerves in your back using injections. (With already having a loss of sensation along with muscle control issues, this doesn’t seem like a good idea.)
The Syrinx in your Thoracic wouldn’t cause problems in your legs, we should work on your lumbar spine.

Well this is all just quick / short-term “fixes” that don’t really solve anything. For me, Syringomyelia is NOT just a walk in the park, it’s more like a walk in thick mud!

Fortunately, an organization called Worldwide Syringomyelia & Chiari Task Force put together a Model of Care that that you can provide to your doctor or a doctor can download. Let’s all help educate doctors and help them help us. They can’t know everything… none of us can.

Jeremiah 29:11 NIV For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts using my contact page. — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com)

Is it or is it not from Syringomyelia?

Michael Doc Davis

July 25, 2015

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Some of the suckiest (likely not a word) things about having Syringomyelia is that it’s difficult to know if what is going on with your body is related to it or not. Since Syringomyelia affects your nerves and the muscles controlled by them, one can confuse a byproduct of the disease, something directly related to it or not related to it at all. An example would be your back causing leg muscle weakness making you not walk in the way your body is designed causing your knee to hurt. Once your knee hurts, you walk less and this causes muscle atrophy which causes more pain. This type of knee pain and muscle atrophy wasn’t directly caused by the disease. There are even times that side effects of the medications I have to take resemble symptoms from the disease. With that being said, medications are not always the answer. It gets easy to blame Syringomyelia for everything that hurts or doesn’t work right but I’m starting to realized this isn’t always the case! I will continue to push myself, exercise, stretch, and work hard to walk properly. Don’t get me wrong, Syringomyelia causes a lot of issues mentioned on the ‘What is it?‘ page. This is NOT a disorder, it IS a disease that has NO cure but I will NOT just accept ‘It is what it is’ and I WILL live and love my life. The lessons learned for me are that not everything is what it appears to be and always think more broadly than what your doctor will.

Please keep everyone that is suffering from this and other diseases in your prayers. God listens and God heals!

Exodus 23:25 NIV “Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you,”

Please feel free to send me your thoughts using my contact page. — Michael Doc Davis (SyringGWhat.com)

Life’s little victories over Syringomyelia

Michael Doc Davis

July 23, 2015

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Life’s little victories for some are not the same as it is with others. As a person with Syringomyelia these victories for me come in the forms of being able to wake up in the morning, lift my leg or legs to take a step, have a few seconds without pain or a moment when I can feel a part of my body that I haven’t felt in some time. I count myself lucky. There are some in much worse situations than mine that are just happy to be able to breath, not have a headache for a full day or even a few minutes or knowing when they need to use the bathroom. Although I have been handed a deck that is stacked against me, I still feel blessed. This could be far worse but God is working to keep my disease in check. I thank Him daily and I do not blame Him. For more on my story on how all this craziness started, just look at the about page on this website.

I thank you all for your prayers and love. Keep smiling and laughing my friends. Life is entirely too short not too.

Deuteronomy 28:2 NIV “All these blessings will come upon you and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God:”

Please feel free to send me your thoughts using my contact page. — Michael Doc Davis (SyrinGoWhat.com)

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